Happily Ever After, was only the beginning

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Quarter Life Crisis

In just a few short months I'm going to be...25. Yes, admitting it is the first step. I'm having a really hard time with this. For some reason typing this makes me want to cry. Anyway, I have found that I'm at a point in my life where I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of it. I know I don't want to be a receptionist for the rest of it. Even though I really like my job, that's the problem, its a job not a career. I have been looking at going back to school but for what? Nurse? Well, I'm a certified medical assistant and that has gotten me no where. I know nursing I could get a job easier. Pharmacist? I would love it, but the more I look at the classes the more I think I'm not smart enough to be one. But then I think about going back to school and I start doing the math. I would take me what 4-8 years to finish...I would be in the 30's by then...that's old! Even though its not. I have to step back and think if I didn't get done until I'm 30, I would still have 30+ years of working ahead of me! That's a long time to be working. So I better be doing something I want to be doing! And making good money. I'm really tired of being broke. I want to go shopping!! I'm tired of the same old clothes and shoes. I need new pants really bad! Sorry, that's a completely different matter. I feel like I'm wondering down a road that's leading me no where. I know things will get better but when? I'm really tired of waiting. The problem with a quarter life crisis apposed to a mid life crisis is, at least during my mid life crisis I would have money to go crazy and buy a sports car or something! But quarter life, I have no money to go buy a sports car, let alone anything for that matter!! This leads me to something else that has been bothering me...

Everyone is having babies.


I know that this stage in life, people reproduce. Either they meant to or not! I go through phases where I want babies right now, I want them in a few years and I never want them. It changes weekly. I'm super happy for everyone who is expecting but its just weird for me. Its weirder when people younger than me are having babies. Even more weird people younger than me having their Second baby. Or people that have been married for like two seconds. I know surprises happen but I also know you can plan things too. I dunno. I really haven't been able to put into words how I actually feel about it cuz I'm not jealous, I'm happy for them. UGH I DON'T KNOW, its just WEIRD. I have never been good putting thoughts into words on paper and sometimes its every frustrating.

Ok, I guess that's it for now. I'm sorry. I know posts without pictures are boring but I only have pictures of my kitties. Or myself. When I get bored at work I take pictures of myself with my phone. Here, I'll leave you this pictures of Remy. She is our most mischievous kitty. Sometimes its annoying (mostly when we are trying to sleep) but other times she cant make us bust up laughing. We have decided that her thoughts sound like the squirrel from Over the Hedge. Talking really fast then "hey, whats that over there!?"


Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Another New Job!

Yes, that's correct. Since "no one" is hiring, I have found another job. And each one of my jobs keeps getting better and better! But it has also seemed that with my jobs, they all start great at first and then turn to crap. Lets review. In the past two years I have had four new jobs.

Directv, blah. No need to get into detail there. Training was fun, and then it went to crap fast.

From Directv I got hired on at Craft Warehouse. I was so happy to have that job so I could run as fast as I could away from Directv. Even though it meant a three dollar and seventy-five cent an hour pay cut :/ I didn't care! It was fine for the first couple of months. Then people started showing their true colors. And yes, there is drama at any place you work (trust me I know. Have five hours and I can tell you about Men's Wearhouse. Men are worse than women, not kidding) but its different when people just tell blatant lies about you. I'm sorry I'm 30 years younger than you. Take that one up with God. But I do my job. Anyway! The last three months of working there where just awful. I loved some people I worked with, but others I couldn't stand to be around anymore.

So finally, my big break!! Or so I thought. I got a job at St. Lukes! Yes! A hospital job! This is going to be amazing! Its so hard to get into a hospital and once your in your golden! Yea right! I was hired as a flex employee in Central Processing. They do a lot for the OR. Pick case carts for surgeries, put instrumentation kits together, auto-clave (aka sterilizing) instruments, and clean dirty instruments from surgeries. It was discussing. But I didn't care because I thought it was going to be super easy to get an MA job since now I was in the system. The good: I got out of Craft Warehouse, it paid two dollars and seventy-five cents more and hour. And even though I was flex my training would take about a month, a little more and I would be working full time on the day shift. 7-3:30. The bad: Well, from my very first day people where already complaining to me that they hate their job and that their boss sucks. Really people? Its my first day. Give me a little more positive feed back here! And on my first day I found out that I have to work for six months before I could transfer. Ok, that's not that big of a deal.
I got through my first week of training and a few days of my second week when the assistant told me that her and the boss wanted to talk to me. I thought great, I've been here a week. What did I do already?! They informed me that up stairs in the OR (ok so you walk into the hospital and your on the main floor, the basement is the OR and we where below the OR!! No windows, artificial light. We where the basements basement!) they have orderly's. They run around and help during surgeries. Getting equipment, taking specimens to the lab and etc. And that everyone that was working on the night shift had quit or transferred to another position. (that should have been my first clue) Jim, the director over the OR and in CS (central processing where I work, they called it CS) needed some help and wanted someone from CS to go help in the OR until they hired their new staff. I would be doing a huge favor to Jim and blah blah blah. So my supervisor made it sound like I could go help and if I liked it I could chose to stay up there or to come back down to CS. So I go help. I did because I knew it was another guarantee of 40 hours a week for at least another month. But it was the night shift 3-11 so that sucked but you got paid more. So that was awesome. I got to walk in on some pretty awesome surgeries. Some drama but again that was to be excepted. Mostly just some misunderstandings about what we where suppose to do. I got annoyed only because I was never trained. I was thrown up there and they just expected me to know what to do. An orderly from the day shift came and helped but she got annoyed too because day shift and night shift was really different and people just expected her to know what she was doing. She did, but during the day they do it different. Anyway that got resolved in a day or two. So I was up there for just over two months. The supervisor told me that if I wanted to stay they would give me and interview. So I applied, and I got my interview. I thought really it was just a technicality. At that point I was pretty much trained. So you would think that they wouldn't want to waste any money and just hire me since, again, I was already, for the most part, trained. Interview went really well. The next day he came up to me and said, and I quote "we are hesitant to hire you because you went to school to be an MA and we are afraid you are going to find a job in two weeks and leave us and we will be back to square one." Really? Freaking awesome. I was pissed. There was a lot of transion going on. It was a mess. To make a long story short, I didn't get the job. They hired two other people, and I HELPED TRAIN THEM. Does this make any since to anyone? Then one day they said, ok we don't need your help anymore. You can go back downstairs. One of the great things about an MA is we are trained in everything. Yes, you see them more in doctors offices but we got trained in, front office, back office, lab, pharmacy, etc.
So I went back downstairs. I got hired on full time down in CS but on the night shift. That it was fine, I got benefits. So I finished my training. Took about another month. Since I had to start all over. I was just so upset. I got to know everyone up stairs, then I got to know everyone on day shift down stairs just in time for me to be thrown into another shift with different people! I just wanted to stay in one area! I was tired of having to get to know new people all over again!! And oh my there was some interesting people that worked on the night shift. I was ready to go crazy. I hated it and I didn't care if people knew. I wasn't rude or anything but if they asked me if I was liking it I would say "no". Haha I think that threw people off a little bit. I'm not really known for speaking my mind, but working there kinda changed that a little bit. They last day I was working days, the supervisor (the one who no one liked) asked me if I was excited to go to nights. I said "no". She kinda looked at me funny and said "I thought you where excited to be working full time" I said "I am. But that doesn't mean I'm excited about working nights." She said "you where so excited when I offered you the full time position." I replied " again, I'm exctied to be working full time but not happy about the hours." She replied with " well, I like my employees to be happy." So I said "really, that's good. I'm not." Now that may not seem like much to you. But you have to know me. When it comes to supervisors I'm usually all, oh yes everything is great I'm so happy blah blah blah. As I walked away I was over come with holy crap! You just said that to a supervisor! I was very proud of myself, speaking my mind. I wasn't rude, per-say, I kinda had an attitude in my voice but my mom doesn't call me Catitude for no reason.
What really was the breaking point for me was when my grandma died. Now, if you know anything about my extended family you know there's some family drama. Again, there's drama in every family but I think my fathers side has more than most. The grandma that died was my dads mom. Now we haven't talk to her in like seven years I think. I haven't even ever ran into her. My dad has but the last time I saw her was our family trip to Arizona back in 2003 (i think) Now we found out on a Tuesday. I was working nights, so when I got off at 11:30 I had a text from my sister saying that she had passed. So, now what I'm going to tell you may sound awful and judge me if you wish but I was needing Friday off to go to a friends wedding and I was just going to call in. Well, her funeral was on Friday. But in California, so we weren't going to the funeral. (My dad didn't even go) So I was going to go in the next day tell me that she passed, which was true, and that her funeral was on Friday, again all true. I never said that I was going, I was only speaking facts. Anyway, both the supervisors where gone on Wednesday. So I thought well crap I want to give them at least a few days notice. But oh well, not my fault they where gone. Well Thursday came and the assistant was gone. So I saw the super in the locker room. I asked her if she was leaving. She said no that she was going to a meeting and asked me if I needed something. I said yes. And these where my exact words "my grandmother died. Her funeral is on Friday. So I'm not going to be in." She said, ok when I get back from my meeting we will talk and TAKE A LOOK AT THE SCHEDULE. What? Take a look at the schedule? No I'm sorry no nothing. It doesn't matter if we where close or not. You don't say that to someone who's relative just died. What if we where super close and she said that. That just pushed me over the edge. You have to have respect for your employees. And she did not. If it didn't effect her, she didn't care. Well, she got back from her meeting and just left. She didn't even talk to me. So I told a few people what happened and that I wasn't going to be in the next day. I tried to give them plenty of warning. Not my fault they weren't there. So on Monday the assistant came up to me and said so i see there was some confusion about you needing time off. What confusion? "Cindy said that you had talk to her about needing time off but that you never followed up with her and didn't know why you needed it off" I was so mad. I said "I told Cindy in the locker room that my grandmothers funeral was on Friday and I wasn't going to be in. She then told me we would talk after her meeting but she just left after it and ever followed up with me. How the that confusion? I found out on Tuesday you and her where both gone and Wednesday and you where gone on Thursday. I tried to tell someone. There was on confusion. I told her." That little statement could have gotten me fired. But I didn't care. At least if they fired me I could get unemployment until I found a job.
I was so tired of just settling for jobs because they where giving to me. I was tired of waking up in the morning dreading going to work. There's a difference between having one of those days where you just don't feel like working. Everyone has those days. And dreading you job. On my way home from the wedding I was talking to Joe about how I was feel about my job and such. So I looked on Craigslist on my phone. And I saw an add for a Front Office Coordinator for a Physical Therapist. As soon as we got home I applied. The next day, Saturday, I got a phone call and set up an interview for Monday. From the moment I set up the interview I felt like the job was mine. I did the interview and for once an interview felt like it went well. I can never really tell. A few days went by and early Friday morning I got a phone call offering me the job! I was so happy! I started that coming Tuesday. Monday was the fourth. So I didn't give two week. I didn't really care because if your employer has no respect for you, why should you give them respect. There was some more "confusion" about me working they fourth. She scheduled me to work day shift on the fourth. She didn't even ask me. She just did it. I said no, I work nights. Now if you want me to start working all days I will. But that's not the case for just because its convenient for you I'm not working on the fourth! She was actually mad when I said no. I told her I would work nights if they needed someone cuz that was the shift I worked.(again could have been fired for that statement) YOU DIDN'T ASK ME. It may have been different if you did. But you did. So sorry! I only worked there for four months anyway and I'm not going to use them for a reference! Plus they needed me to start right away and I couldn't pass it up. I called in on Friday so I could have a four day weekend. Went into work late Monday night, got my stuff and slipped a note under her door, thanking her and telling her sorry I couldn't give two weeks but that I QUIT. Amazing feeling.
So I have been working at Physical Therapy of Idaho for about a month now. I like it. I can get boring at times but usually I find something to do! I get paid more, they are flexible with time off. (That was another thing. I St. Lukes you had to have PTO to take time off. I think that's stupid. I know alot of companies do that. But don't you think they would be happy not to pay you? And I guess the supervisor was really bad about giving people time off even if they asked for it months and months in advance.) Now with my track record, I don't want this job to turn to crap :( I like working the front desk. I hope it doesn't! Its funny. The therapist that hired me resigned like two weeks after I started. So I have a new therapist already. Not too much drama.

Wow, this post was really long. Sorry! Well, I guess I could give you an update on everything else that's going on! Joe finished his summer semester and is starting fall semester here soon. He took Chinese this summer. Ne Hao. He would come home and talk about it and then we would start craving chinese food! haha. He is going to have a full work load this fall. Its the first time he isn't taking on line classes!! Three classes mwf and two classes t th!! Busy boy! Joe works in the morning pressure washing a few sonic parking lots. If you need anything pressure washed he'd be happy to do it! He's pretty much a pro! That's really it for now. Maybe if we where a little more interesting I would post more. Maybe one day we will be!

Saturday, March 12, 2011

I PASSED!!!!!

So I took my Certification Exam on Friday to become a Certified Medical Assistant and well you guessed...I PASSED!!!!! I'm so fricken excited!! I set up my date and time back in January and my thought process was to set it out a few weeks so I could study. So I choose March 11th. But that plan proved to fail because I studied once when I signed up, a few times in between and the night before. Haha but in all fairness I do study better under pressure. But I wasn't too worried about it because everyone that had taken it said it was easy and to just take the study tests in the booklet (that the school gives you) because that's where they get the questions from so that's what I did. Well to everyone that told me that...LAIR!! I did not have one question and was in that study book!! But its ok because I PASSED.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

New Job!!!

I got a job at St. Lukes Downtown!! I'm so excited about it its not even funny. My first day was on Monday (2/28) I'm working in central processing. So I pick cases, wash surgical equipment, sterilize equipment, wrap instruments and take them to the departments if needed. I was hired on as just a PRN position but everyone that I have talked to said that wont last long and I will be working full time. And if that's the case, it would AMAZING. For training I'm working full time. Each week i will be in a different area learning how its done. This week I pick cases. Which at first was really overwhelming but by Friday, I was a pro. I'm still not as fast as everyone else but on Friday I only had to ask about two things the whole day! Each case has usually four or five pages of stuff they need for the procedure. Some things we have, and some things the OR has. So if we have it its highlighed in pink and then we take it off the shelf and on to a cart. A week of doing that gets kind of old. They rotate every day so that would be so bad. My trainer says a week of everything gets old. Haha so once I can rotate it will be much better.

I'm most excited to just have my foot in the door at St. Lukes. You can transfer departments after only working there for six months. I'm taking my MA certification test on FRIDAY. (I'm freaking out a little) and if I pass...in six months I could transfer to a MA job!! That would be amazing!! I looked and they have quite a few openings in the internal job openings and a few that are to the public too. There are so many clinics that St. Luke owns so I really don't think it will be that hard to find a MA job. Ah!! I'm just so excited. I finally feel like I caught a break. It seems like everything was against us there for a while and things now are starting to look up. Makes me very happy.


I have to wear surgical attire and the cloth hats the hospital provides are so sexy, so i made this one. And I'm quite proud of it! And I have material to make a few more!! Woot!!

To celebrate we decided to go to Jackpot. We drove there gambled. And drove home. haha. We didn't want to spend the money on a hotel. We broke even including our gas! I mean I wish we came home millionaires but for three hours of fun, its better to break even then loose! We didn't start out so hot but then I found one single slot machine with the Village People. Haha. It was awesome. We won over 300 dollars on that machine alone! So it was fun. Once we started winning!!

Saturday, October 16, 2010

In a nut shell...

Well its been a while. I have done a lot these past few months. A few months after my last post we moved into a new apartment. Its a much better location and much bigger! We do miss our view of the lake but like how much we saved on gas. I finished my MA program and graduated. Finished my externship and now I'm just looking for a job as a Medical Assistant. That's not any fun at all.

Me, Amber and Tarin on the last day of school!!

Those little kittens Joe found at work, we got super attached to them and now we have our five babies to great us every day when we come home. Sadly we still have 100% agreed on their names...Right now they are Mellow, Stripe, and Gotee. Mel was super calm as a little one and is still pretty calm compared to her sisters. Stripe is stripe because she has a stripe of white going across her nose. It was much more noticeable when she was little. And Gotee has a goatee. They started out as Mel, Brit and Jermaine from Flight of the Concords. Then we found out they where girls. So Mel stayed Mel but transformed into Mellow. But Joe doesn't like Gotee since its not a girls name. And he doesn't think Stripe is a real name. So lately I have been calling them Snap, Crackle, and Pop. We will see if that sticks.

This is Miss Mellow. She was soo tiny!!!

Me and Jill seem to do everything together....even if we don't mean too. We graduated at the same time! It was really fun to share it together since we where a year apart in school.

Me and my teacher Mrs. Abel

Me and Joseph

The day I got done with school we decided to celebrate with a trip to Vegas. It was awesome and we actually won some money!!

Five bucks I turned into 95 in less than five minutes

Me and Joseph on Fremont Street

On the way out of town we stopped to see the Pawn Stars, Pawn Shop. There was a line to get in the front door.


This past weekend we took a little weekend getaway to Park City Utah with Joe's family. It was awesome. We had an opportunity to stay at this awesome 3000sq condo with three stories, four bedrooms, six bathrooms, six tvs, a two car garage (that could fit two full size tucks back to back) a hot tub and a ton of snow. It was fun minus the drive back. Of course we decided to go the weekend of the biggest storm in 10+ years! There was at one point complete white out conditions and some sliding around on the freeway. Luckily there was no cars around. Well...that least no cars that we could see. We did get sideways at one point but Joe was calm (unlike me) and got us out of it. Him laughing and me crying. We saw two cars that had slid off the road. But once we passed them the roads where dry so we were wondering how they did that and or how long they had been there. We did see a semi-truck off the road too. But it looked like a truck slid into it and then it slid off. Not really sure what happened there but luckily it was on the other side of the freeway because traffic was backed up pretty far because of it.

Joe decided to make a snow angel after sitting the in the hot tub.

But before that he decided to first. sled down the hill

This was Saturday morning after we cleared off the hot tub cover and table

This was Sunday Morning....

Sunday, May 2, 2010

NEVER AGAIN

I NO LONGER WORK AT DIRECTV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday April 26th best day of my life!!!

I now work at Craft Warehouse :)

I'm happy that I don't have to apologize for things that aren't my fault. And Joe is happy that I wont be complaining about not wanting to go to work. Its a Win Win.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Crazyness and Kittens!!

So life at our house has been a little crazy lately. Sometimes I feel like my brain might explode! As some of you may know, I have started school. Only about four years in the making. I had decided to go to school for Medical Assisting at Apollo. I have heard some horror stories about them over the years but so far its been good. One thing that has taken me so long to start school was I couldn't decided what I wanted to go for. I knew it would be in the medical field but I kept going back and forth. I have always wanted to be a nurse but the schooling scares me. And I really didn't want to be in school that long. So I went back and forth between dental and medical assisting. Finally, I just jumped on it. Medical Assisting always stood out more. So I signed up and wouldn't let myself be talked out of it! The only thing about medical assisting that really scared me was I didn't think I could draw peoples blood. I thought I wouldn't be able to do it. Turns out, my second week, we where learning about blood....and how to draw it. So on my second week of school we started drawing blood. I was shaking and sweating and pretty much freaking out. Well my turn came, my first stick I got the vein! Drew the blood and now I LOVE IT!! I want to get my licence so I can be a professional Vampire! I seriously cant get enough of it. And I'm pretty good at it if i do say so myself. We practice on each other so for the past few weeks I have been looking like I'm on drugs. Then I bruise so it looks like Joe is beating me. Its been fun.

Haha! Oh yea also on our first day of blood drawing, I got poked and the first person got blood (witch is surprising cuz my veins suck! I have had about 12 sticks and only two people have gotten blood!!!) then we moved on and someone was trying on my other arm. He missed. So he was trying again, well he needed help finding my vein, so one of our teachers came by to help. She tied the tourniquet and it was soooo tight I started to fell a little funny. So I said umm I don't feel good. So she untied it. I closed my eyes and started to breath in deeply. Next thing i know I was on the floor and everyone was around me, someone was holding up my legs, someone had their hand under my head and my teacher was taking me blood pressure. Yea, I passed out!! I had never passed out before. It was weird. The plus side is, now everyone knows my name. Haha.

Also making things crazy is my stupid job that I hate. So yes, I'm still at Directv. I go to school Monday-Thursday 7:45-12:30 and I work Saturday-Wednesday 2:30-7:30. I still haven't adjusted to school and work and trying to balance everything. I hope it comes to me soon. That also leaves only one day where I do nothing. Thats Friday. At least I get one day!!

Also something that has made our house a little crazy is the fact that Joseph found three little tiny one or two week old KITTENS! Down at Boise they have a lot of stray cats running around and they keep producing. So he decided to bring these little ones home so they don't keep growing in numbers down there. We have had to feed bottle feed them. Even had to make them go to the bath room! Now they are eating solid food and can pretty much go to the bathroom by themselves. Its getting annoying finding poop all over the floor but they are getting better about using the litter box. The plan was to get ride of two of them and keep one....I don't know how we are going to part with them though!!!

First Day they where home!!

Joe feeding them!

They are always on top of each other. Its
warm that way!
That's Mellow, or Mel, sleeping with me!